This had to be said…..
I know i don’t tell you this to your face, and it can seem as though im bored of our friendship, i know my immaturity is infuriating to you at times. and i apologize that you cant always get a straight answer from me. im sorry if it seems i don’t care, because that can not be further from the truth. i know i detach myself from things a lot of the time, and i appear like i don’t want you near me, you know that can not be more incorrect.
i find it hard to talk about hard times(yours or mine) because it means facing them, and sometimes i worry that i will let you down in your hour of need. my words can be nice, but they get lost when you get home and the screaming commences, what use are words then ? i can tell you i know what your going through the arguments the lonely nights, and its because i know what it feels like that i worry, i worry because i dont want you to go through it, i worry for the outcome you’ll have to face, i worry that one day your strong nature will break because of the path your on, i worry that one day i wont be able to get you through it all. i just worry about my friend.
but the thing i love about my friend, is where to start ? your so strong, with all your faced with, you can walk out of the door and forget it till your back there. i love that you will drop things just to call and cheek im alright. sas i could go into such detail, but it would be wasted on the screen.
what you need to know is, no matter what the future holds, im grateful that something brought you to me, life would be unbearable without you by my side, and when i fuck up, our get on your nerves just remember i love you bestie, and ill do my best to be there every minute of everyday. because i know thats what you will do, and you will never let me down or betray me. so thank you.
